=P It's been forever....17 days...Just 17 more 'til that day again....Lately I've been talking to some of my new friends, things have changed for me, I guess I don't act as childish as I used to anymore.  Anyway, I've been thinking lately, my friend Kari once told me to not chase after something I can't have, but what if that something is chasing asfter me...

Kari: *points out the window* Look, look outside and take a good look.

Me: ....*stares out the window and sees a boy and girl chasing after him*

Kari: Do you really think he'll chase you forever?

Me: I can't...

Kari: You can't what?

Me: I can't tear my eyes away from the window...It just feels...

Kari: You know, if you tear away from his feelings now, it'll be too late later on.  Just like that girl, you'll be too late...

Me: I already know what that's like...I never want to feel that way again.

Kari: ...Then don't run away.

Me: Thanks Kari, I think I get it now...

Before, I had someone who was really dear to me, I was the first to betray him or was he the first to betray me? When he couldn't take anymore he left, and I never saw him again.  All I had to do was apologize, I was there, I was right in front when it all happened, all I had to do was say I was sorry, and that could have stopped it all, but I hesistated, and after I chased him it was too late...If only I could turn back time, I wouldn't have hesitated.

Song: Kimi Dake Wo.. (Only you..)

Why can't things go well between

The liar, you.  And the crybaby, me?

You don't notice my styled hair,

or my rhinestone studded nails.

LOVE, isn't about all the unhappy tears that go along with it,

Those tears only hurt and leave my eyes dry.

All those up and downs we go through, I LOVE!

Only you, only me.

I want to accept your feelings of affection

and be connected to you forever.

Please love everything about me, even my uncute, tear-streaked face.